What can I hold you with?

——Jorges Luis Borges
  
  
       I offer you lean streets,
  
  desperate sunsets,
  
  the moon of the jagged suburbs.
  
  I offer you the bitterness of a man who has looked long and long at the lonely moon.
  
  I offer you my ancestors, my dead men,
  
  the ghosts that living men have honoured in marble:
  
  my father's father killed in the frontier of Buenos Aires,

  two bullets through his lungs,
  
  bearded and dead,
  
  wrapped by his soldiers in the hide of a cow;
  
  my mother's grandfather
  
  -just twenty four-
  
  heading a charge of three hundred men in Peru,
  
  now ghosts on vanished horses.
  
  I offer you whatever insight my books may hold.
  
  whatever manliness or humour my life.
  
  I offer you the loyalty of a man who has never been loyal.
  
  I offer you that kernel of myself that I have saved somehow -the central heart
  
  that deals not in words, traffics not with dreams,
  
  and is untouched by time, by joy, by adversities.
  
  I offer you the memory of a yellow rose seen at sunset, years before you were born.
  
  I offer you explanations of yourself,
  
  theories about yourself,
  
  authentic and surprising news of yourself.
  
  I can give you my loneliness,
  
  my darkness,
  
  the hunger of my heart;
  
  I am trying to bribe you with uncertainty, with danger, with defeat.
  

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